so now.....

well now that we (Red, Ulric and i) are all staying with the doc...i mean Gale..... life is all fine and dandy. we are all a couple of freaks living the high life. i miss staying with Johnny and Jalana. i wonder how they are doing. maybe the world wide web will help me connect with them. the doc... er ... Gale told us that we couldn't have anything to do with the big sites like MySpace or Facebook. how on earth am i going to get in touch with Johnny? oh well. i actually have a good set up here i mean my own room with the decor that i want. sheets and curtains just like in my old home. i got to put my few belongings that i took from my house on my new cherry(wood) book case. i have a nice big bed and the over al theme of my room pretty much matches decor of my old house. right down the the floor mat and curtains. I'm at-least happy that i get food and a place to run free. Gal;e had a track corse built down in the wreck room. i could almost spend all day running around the room. red has her wind tunnel so she's pretty damn happy. Ulric's living in the same house as me and also has a computer/ T.V in his room so what more can he ask for.

So Area 51?

well while Red was being questioned, Ulric and I were sent to another part of the building. i woke up to my head laying on Ulrics lap. he was crying. we were in the farthest corner from the door. he had his head against the wall. i had never seen him in such a state. i started to get up. i found that i was a bit drowsey from that damn sleep-shot.as soon as i was off Ulrics lap he turned his body fully towards the corner with his back faceing me. i turned towards him and tried to comfort him. he then turned and put his face in my chest. normally i would have pushed him away telling him he was a perv, but this time i i let him stay and sob there...like a mother would do for her child i mean what could i do. after a while there was a loud BANG on our cell door. a little door at the bottom of the white metalic door opened and two grew folded cloths slid through the opening. then the voice of a man came through the door. he was probably in his mid thirties. "Put those on it's time for your tests. if you do not have them on we will come in there and change your clothes for you. you have ten minutes, SO GET TO IT!" my quick response before the little door closed was "Thanks Asshole!" i heard the the door click open. then a dark shot through and hit me in the neck. i could feel my ears and tail shrink. my claws started to shrink into nails. a second dart came through and hit Ulric in the arm. the same effect happened. next thing i new four men came rushing into our cell two grabed Ulric. he tried to struggle against the tight grip with out sucsess. the other two grabed me. they were holding me against the wall. another man walked in. they were all dressedin those cleche secret agent outfits. black tux white shirt dressy black pants and shoes. he was holding a wooden bat in his right hand. "not so tough are you now?". he shoved the tip of the bat into my stomach. i gasped for air. Ulric was yelling all sorts of profanities he was trying to pul out of the grip he was in. while i was tring to recover the man walked over to Ulric. "she mean anything to you?". the look Ulric gave me was that of a scared boy but also of a lover looking at his soal mate. "hmmmm this will make my actions more satafying." by the time he had returned to looking at me i had slightly recovered and atleast had my head up. he took his bat and slammed it against my stomach again. i gasped for air again. he hit again and again. i slunk to my knee's. the men who weer holding my arms pulled my head up by my hair. blood was dripping down my face. the final act against me was a hard slap against my face. then i was released. my body fell to the floor with tears streaming dowm my face i lay there on the cold black floor while saliva and blood flowed onto the floor around me. after i was released and dropped onto the floor the two men who were holding me and the man who was punishing me left. then the men holding ulric pulled him out of the room. on the way they picked up one of the grey packages. i dragged my self across the floor and grabbed onto the only gey package that was left in the cell. slowly i lifted my shirt. my stomach was yellow and purple from the bruses being formed and already there. i slipped on the grey shirt. then slowly i took my pants off and put the other grey pants on. i lay there and closed my eyes. the next thing i new there was a loud CRAsh and then folowed by a loud BANG the door came crashing open. my vision was blurred but i could see the outline oh Ulric his tail was swishing viggerously back and forth he picked me up and ran with me through the many halls. finnaly we came to reds cell. Ulric set me down.

the rest you know from there

ok.....

so we have been on the run Anton's gone now had to end it felt horrible......i still love him but it's to much to drag him into this i mean he'd probably get all emo so i just don't want to put him through war anymore.....ok so we've been head staight to the west coast.....it's tiring and i am sooooo sick of the puppy taking advantage of my single status. and Al i have three words for him Mad Pigion Disease......he's driving me crazy i'd hate to be red cause he's like kin to her and having that whack ball in my family would only last so long......mmmmmhhhhhh Al pigion stew.......hop you read this Al......as much as i love colorado i do not like how your playing leader!

ok gotta gooo pigion is calling #@!%***

long time no see

so nothing really large has been going on lately. we stopped at a fair for some games. the amazing thing is no matter how many cheese curds and corn dogs you shove down your throat no one seems to notice like you can eat until your full. which for us isn't a short period of time. the gangs not been hanging very tight lately i mean i feel like were are all about to go our own ways....who knows....my boy is aloud around us every once in a while.....he went to the fair with us.....he ate almost as much as i did....poor boy......i had to quit after awhile so that he didn't feel the need to have to eat something also. i saw that he was starting to look a little sick from all the greasy fattiness of the food i was inhaling. we went on a water ride. i got soaked. i knew it was coming i could hear the water pumps under the water. i did a duck-as-far-into-your-stomach-as-possible move. saved my white shirt...and face, everything else got soaked. so i walked around soaked. it was freezing and i couldn't hug Anton cause he was worse than me with being soaked. we laid down in a flower garden under the sun. i know sounds romantic doesn't it? he bought me a dress. it is a beautiful emerald green dress that looks a little renaissance styled. i might be going to the renaissance festival this year for Anton's birthday. who knows. it'll depend on where i am in the world at the time. right now I'm stuck trying to find a good hotel for the gang and me. so far it's been hard. not many places are open cause of all the parties and people staying in the hotels on reservations. damn people. we have been walking around for ever! i need to find some new clothes and some more make-up. so i can pull the part of a traveling twenty year old. it's not as easy as it looks. i gotta act all uptight like an adult. so um see y'all later

long time no see....

well....ok
so we are on the run and i mean literally the run bacause ye aren't bird (damn you red) anyways. we're heading out to new orleans. the stupidest place for anything to live.
three reasons

1.) "slowly" sinking below sea level about a football feild a week
2.) stupid man eating knats and other nastey bugs like dragonflys
3.) so damn hot you could cook dinner with out a fire

so we had a nice jog through the states. ulric and i had to run throught the streets. while birdy and birdman flew up above. we stoped at the arch it was pretty cool i went there once before when i was little. red was pissed that she couldn't go up...i don't know why it matters if she wanted to be up there so bad why dosen't she just flap her wings. then after nearly getting caught by shredder and his pals we ran on our mary little way to memphis. it was pretty fun! Ulric and i went to tour sun studios which was pretty sweet. our tour guild was making ulric drule all over it was gross. she had "Honkey Tonk Angle" tattooed on her chest and she was a short platnum blond. *sigh* we finally got to new orleans (finally) what a surpise! bugs! *whinnes* so we stayed in the woods (brilliant *rolls eyes*) for a while then we found a broken down house. it's been our house for some time. i've had to go out and buy food and water and other things. the shopping is great! i love the French Quarter. it's truely amazing parks shops street entertainers cafes! ah it was wonderful sept for the heat. that could die.

well i'm finally 15 i had my birthday on june 15th golden birthday to bad we were on the run (>_<)

i found a payphone and called up Anton. i missed him terribly. found out from his parents he was in New Orleans staying with a cousin. so i couldn't resist to stop over. i kinda totally forgot how he looked. he had missed me too so we were all huggy and kissy. he took me to a consert Dark Lotus (^_^) we had dinner and then ran into red and the others... they gave me alot of crap and red was like " get rid of him!" i was kinda really pissed. i knew that he couldn't stay with us cause he was human but goddamn!

so i said my kinda final good bye *crys* and he was really sad. he gave me some late birthday presents. A ring A box of chocolate A rose and his ipod so that i wouldn't get bored. he has some good music. ICP, Twizted, Boondox, Blaze ya dead homie and Dark Lotus...prety cool! (Juggalette 4 life)

well yeah thats most of i think....

buhhumbug!

it is official! Ulric is now my little brother. no incest now! yeah that right he has been named "family" no more smochy kissy crap.....hope i don't kill him....UUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
i mis Anton!! really badly....not being at school like kills me.....i'm just going to steal him and lock him in the HQ.....hmmmmhmmm XD "batman" hehehehehe.....to bad.....

so it has been deemed possible to make me look twice as old as i really am...being 6ft helps....A Lot.......

spur of the moment thoughts.....

ok so you know we "the Ultimate" are genetically mutated. red has the two shots that basically ballance our lives. the depresant and the undepresant. i was wondering because of the undepresant make the mutant genes flow stronger and better for a short while then stablized the genes to make the system "normal". if you were born with no mutant genes at all but were given the undepresant what would happen? would it highten your human capabilities? or give you some mutant gene of your own like superhuman ability? and then with the depresant if you also gave that to a human what woulod happen nothing? or would it have a worse effect on them?

is it possible to make a mutant when the human chosen for it is already alive and walking? would it be harder for them?

i wish i had my own mutantright about now......i already had one...but i mean well i wish anton was one of our kind. becuase then i wouldn't have to hide anything from him like i do now. *sigh* i wonder if i could tell him and still have him. or would red have to kill him... i want to ask but idk

i almost laughed my self silly

ok so i was at school red nearly tried to tackle me and drag me home but i'm kinda to strong willed for that....lucky mutant freak...(me)...anyways...i was talking to Anton and he was talking about Drivers ED......i pictured red trying to get the old car Jalana owns to turn on and getting mad and breaking the driving wheel and then do the whole *poof* thing and busting out the windows and getting her head smacked into the windshield.......i thought it was really funny.....i'm sorry red but it was funny.....ulric also nearly pounced on me....in stead i ducked and he kinda flew into a locker...sorry cutie......and then he got mad and busted the locker door right off...we both ran from the crime scene. later Anton and i were walking and ulric kinda walked up to Anton and shoved him to the ground......not Anton's back is all bruised up.....i nearly kicked the shit out of Ulric. had he been human he would have been dead Anton was amazed that i knew so many moves lol....he has no idea

so far this week

I've stopped bye every night to give jalana a flowers to let her know i'm still alive....she's getting smart tho and staying up really late to try and catch me....

here i go

alright i'm heading over to the house. i'm going to get red to give me some med and a few extra.....

Home,

i crawled through reds window and she was like "WERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN?!" and i told away cause i didn't want her looking for me. i told her to give me the meds and a few extra. she was like "why?" i told her cause i am going to be away for a while and i want to look normal so if i need to get things i can actually walk into a store. she said "you know Jalana's is/ is going to have a fit. i told her not to worry and i gave her the collar for ulric and told her that if i'm not back at the house by christmas or his "birthday" to give it to him for me. she started laughing at the present. she put it in her desk. she pulled something out of her closet. it was a note she said that she's going to keep this for me too i told her to give it to me and she was like when you return i'll give it to you.

today?

alright to day i'm leaving to go to the HQ permanently. red hasn't seemed to notice that i've been packing all night Ulric doesn't care. Jalana doesn't know yet. and yeah. i might have Anton come with me. if he doesn't mind. i think i might tell him and see what his reaction is who know he might like me better than he already does....anyways. Jalana's haveing her friend Cody come over.l he's been around sense i was born so he know the whole flow of things. red doesn't trust him but thats only cause he's human and it take a while for her to like people. Ulric almost called him dad so i think he likes him alot and he's like an uncle to me. we haven't seen cody in almost a year. to bad that i'm not going to be here to see him any more...

Later.

i went into the HQ today it was still nice looking but why wouldn't it be? anyways, i found the cutest thing....a fox and her cubs were nestled in my bed. the didn't seem to know that i wasn't one of them. so now i have some pets. i named the mother Malaboo and her two cubs are Carmen and Araidia. they are very cute. they love to play so it's really fun. i had to go to the store and buy some pet bowls for them so that they don't have to go out in the cold and forge for food. when i was at the pet store i nearly died it was really scary and reminded me of a place that i don't really know about sept from what Ulric and Red talk about. i had to get in and out as fast as possible. i bought some collars for each of them. i almost bought one for my self as a joke. red would have laughed.hmmm i think i found Ulrics christmas present! he wanted a puupy so bad i could just make him a real puppy with one of theese. lol i think i will get him a pink one with face dimonds on it. >=D...lol

Later

there is a new mamber to the fox club lol a male i named him Alexander. ther are all really beautiful. i never thought real animals could be so pretty. but they are. i have to brush me tail out right now... the med wore off this morning and i didn't ask red for some cause i left to early.

grrr

yall are yelling at me cause i don't post that often??? DUDE! ulric don't post shit any time he's got 2 post and i have like what 20??!! yal are some crazy peeps man!

HQ

alright everything is all better now. i went to the store and got all the stuff i needed. even a little extra ^.^....i got some burgundy paint for the walls and som gold paint so that i can put gold leaves and vines on it for decoration. got all the food i need. bought some shelves so that things aren't all on the counter top. bought new bed sheets for both me and red and one for the pull out couch just in case. bought a full length mirror for my room. i know you are wondering were in the world i got all this money right??? well i have been saving since i got my little job. i also had some money from my parents that was hidden in the yard, the just in case money....yeah i had to go back there and take it. they didn't know it was there so i have full dibbs on it. it was surprisingly more than i thought. about 3 grand. i only thought there was about $100 in it. anyways back to the things i got. i got a cellphone for my self. one of those tracking phones. i got a small T.V stole some cable from the long distance neighbors... hope they don't mind. bought a broom and some other junk.....i went a little to crazy and i might have to return some stuff so that i don't run out of money.

reds going to kill me i think.....oh well....every one else is.....hmmmm...SHIT!! i forgot one very important thing...the shots...FUCK! hmmm mabey i can beg red for some extra bottles...

HQ

ok i'm at the HQ. it's really not that bad a little cold but not bad. i cleaned up the place. my room it still as clean as i left it. all for my spare cloths are still here and everything. i had to punch a hole in the wall and steal reds internet cords/power cords. i'm going to buy some new sheets for our beds and maybe some new dishes. the couch seem fine. i'm definitely going to buy a T.V....hmmm first thing on the list is food! fridge still works stove and oven do too...we had Jalana buy us some appliances in case of us having to leave. ya know safety. i really need to get some new paint in in here. and some mirrors.....bathroom needs a new design. other than that it's just chillin......YES!!! heat works finally.

ummm just random

i have to make up for not posting so i think i'm going to sit on my computer all day and just post. i feel really bad for not look at my blog in a while. ummm nothing really new has happened that i din't tell you about earlier. ummmmm.....

i think i need to hook Ulric up with another girl cause all he seems to do is yell mope and whine and disown me. mabey i could find his perfect girl sept she would need to be a mutant freak just like us lol. we're hard to come by let me tell you. lets see the last time i was in the presence of another new mutant freak was hmmm when we found Ulric in the streets. hmmmm how long ago was that?! dang we've been with him for a long time i didn't relize how much time had gone bye so fast lol. i wish he would forgive me. i didn't mean to hurt him so badly i really still love him it's just more like a brother than a lover. ya know i mena i live with him and red who are my family. i tret red more like a sister when i'm around to talk to her in school. i wish Ulric would understand that but he doesn't seem to. poor sap.

ummm i now have to take the bus home cause i can't stand sitting in the car with Ulric. he drives me mad. plus it's cold and i hate waiting for Jalana to come pick us up. Alot of my new crew hangs out with me and wait for the bus. we all take it together. i still have to walk about three block to get "home". i don't really alow people to come over unless they are picking me up cause you know us raging battle in our house plus it's just easier not to have any one accidentally falling and getting mad and doing the whole *poof* thing ya know?

i went over to Antons house cause i don't feel like risking his life just yet. As i said Ulric has sworn death upon him. Anton doesn't seem to mind to much. he laughs at me cause i don't really eat anything at his house and normally i shove whole lunches down my throat. i told him i don't want to seem like a pig in front of his family. really truthfully i'm just really scared to be weird. i try to be normal....but all that does is make me more wierd...hmmm what am i going to do with my life?? well so far in my relationship with human boy has gone really good. he doesn't seem to think anything. so far i've had my second kiss with him. first was totally with Ulric. i can give him credit for that. anyways. Anton seems to like to think he is batman or a ninja or both it's really quite adorable. one time it sliped out "what if you were half bat?" he just laughed and said "idk". i thought i was going to die. Anton has 2 siblings. 1 is Luccus he's 15 and the other is lily she's 4. oh i kinda forgot to mention Anton's 17 going on 18. he keeps braging that he gets to vote this year. latida *rolls eyes*

me and red have been getting into alot of fights latly i mean i guess we are jsut kinda mad at each other for some odd reason. idk it's weird i think i've moved my self out of the faimly. Jalanas not even happy with me right now.

i was planning on sneaking out but i still want to go to school. and if i ran away and still went to school there would be hell.

i'm planning on living in the old HQ for a while. i already have a job kinda. i work at a jas station down the block from the house. the hired me cause even tho i'm young i look old enough for them. i could still buy food and live happy.

i'm heading over to the HQ today. dust it off ya know. clean it get the generator working again. maybe i could let Anton come help me. i'll leave red's room alone. that way she can't yell at my for moving things. she's very touchy about her things.

brb

ok......lol

i've been really bad at this whole blog thing lately....i'm sorry red,poppy, any one else who happens to read this blog.

ok the total update! yay *rolls eyes*

al right school is not really going ok i got 3 D's, 1 C, and 1 A. Jalana was like do you need to go to a better school...with less freedom??? i started crying like a pansie. i told her no i'm fine. as if life isn't worse i broke up with Ulric. i'm dating a kid in my Geography class his name is Anton. Ulric has sworn death upon him. i couldn't help it....i don't really know why i broke up with Ulric but i just didn't feel right. mabey wheni'm older and wiser i'll understand. Anyways, i've kinda ditched my old crew and they really don't like it at all. i don't know why i haven't been chilin with them. i feel kinda bad i mean they don't really talk to me any more...Ulric refuses to even look at me. i understand tho. i was kinda a bitch to him. i guess. i got really popular now. alot of girls are mad at me for breaking Ulrics heart but they are also glad that i'm out of the picture too.

in school we have this thing called J-term it's basically a whole month of do one thing with no HW! it's nice. I'm in dance Reds in....what the hell is she in??? hmmm Ulric's in robotics and Anton is in writing. in my J-term we have learned Flamenco, Meringue, Cha Cha slide, soulja boy, walk it out, hip hop, salsa, the apple(folk dance), some indian folk dance, cupids shuffle, modern dance umm i can't really think of any more.

in the "new" crew that i hang with, the poeple it consists of, Luaren, Toni, Gabi, shane, (different) Jessica, shawndrea, rashida, Anton, LyNea, Nate W, Josh, Nate G, Zach H, Alyson, Bryon, Pablo, Bella, Casey, Nate MB, Abdul, Deidra, Phillip, Breadan, Libbe, Alex T, Allen T...ummm idk


this is what anton looks like,
he's 5' 11"
has long blond hair (he's white fyi)
wears glasses
has blue,green,grey eyes (all the colors mine turn)
wears ether a brown sweatshirt or his dorky blue checkered one.
he like ICP(insane clown posy[i think thats how it's spelled]) twized, blaze ye dead homie. basically anything from psychopathic records.
he wears a chain that has a hatchet man on it

ummm i dk lol. i'll put up a picture of him some time if Ulric doesn't crash my computer and kill all of my files with him in it.

al right...i admit

sorry i've been a lazy ass mofo...sorry can't help it. so i've been chillin with my new crew...makes red and ulic kinda left out but they don't really seem to care.i barly talk to them anyways......sorry
being yelled at.....