i almost laughed my self silly

ok so i was at school red nearly tried to tackle me and drag me home but i'm kinda to strong willed for that....lucky mutant freak...(me)...anyways...i was talking to Anton and he was talking about Drivers ED......i pictured red trying to get the old car Jalana owns to turn on and getting mad and breaking the driving wheel and then do the whole *poof* thing and busting out the windows and getting her head smacked into the windshield.......i thought it was really funny.....i'm sorry red but it was funny.....ulric also nearly pounced on me....in stead i ducked and he kinda flew into a locker...sorry cutie......and then he got mad and busted the locker door right off...we both ran from the crime scene. later Anton and i were walking and ulric kinda walked up to Anton and shoved him to the ground......not Anton's back is all bruised up.....i nearly kicked the shit out of Ulric. had he been human he would have been dead Anton was amazed that i knew so many moves lol....he has no idea

so far this week

I've stopped bye every night to give jalana a flowers to let her know i'm still alive....she's getting smart tho and staying up really late to try and catch me....

here i go

alright i'm heading over to the house. i'm going to get red to give me some med and a few extra.....

Home,

i crawled through reds window and she was like "WERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN?!" and i told away cause i didn't want her looking for me. i told her to give me the meds and a few extra. she was like "why?" i told her cause i am going to be away for a while and i want to look normal so if i need to get things i can actually walk into a store. she said "you know Jalana's is/ is going to have a fit. i told her not to worry and i gave her the collar for ulric and told her that if i'm not back at the house by christmas or his "birthday" to give it to him for me. she started laughing at the present. she put it in her desk. she pulled something out of her closet. it was a note she said that she's going to keep this for me too i told her to give it to me and she was like when you return i'll give it to you.

today?

alright to day i'm leaving to go to the HQ permanently. red hasn't seemed to notice that i've been packing all night Ulric doesn't care. Jalana doesn't know yet. and yeah. i might have Anton come with me. if he doesn't mind. i think i might tell him and see what his reaction is who know he might like me better than he already does....anyways. Jalana's haveing her friend Cody come over.l he's been around sense i was born so he know the whole flow of things. red doesn't trust him but thats only cause he's human and it take a while for her to like people. Ulric almost called him dad so i think he likes him alot and he's like an uncle to me. we haven't seen cody in almost a year. to bad that i'm not going to be here to see him any more...

Later.

i went into the HQ today it was still nice looking but why wouldn't it be? anyways, i found the cutest thing....a fox and her cubs were nestled in my bed. the didn't seem to know that i wasn't one of them. so now i have some pets. i named the mother Malaboo and her two cubs are Carmen and Araidia. they are very cute. they love to play so it's really fun. i had to go to the store and buy some pet bowls for them so that they don't have to go out in the cold and forge for food. when i was at the pet store i nearly died it was really scary and reminded me of a place that i don't really know about sept from what Ulric and Red talk about. i had to get in and out as fast as possible. i bought some collars for each of them. i almost bought one for my self as a joke. red would have laughed.hmmm i think i found Ulrics christmas present! he wanted a puupy so bad i could just make him a real puppy with one of theese. lol i think i will get him a pink one with face dimonds on it. >=D...lol

Later

there is a new mamber to the fox club lol a male i named him Alexander. ther are all really beautiful. i never thought real animals could be so pretty. but they are. i have to brush me tail out right now... the med wore off this morning and i didn't ask red for some cause i left to early.

grrr

yall are yelling at me cause i don't post that often??? DUDE! ulric don't post shit any time he's got 2 post and i have like what 20??!! yal are some crazy peeps man!

HQ

alright everything is all better now. i went to the store and got all the stuff i needed. even a little extra ^.^....i got some burgundy paint for the walls and som gold paint so that i can put gold leaves and vines on it for decoration. got all the food i need. bought some shelves so that things aren't all on the counter top. bought new bed sheets for both me and red and one for the pull out couch just in case. bought a full length mirror for my room. i know you are wondering were in the world i got all this money right??? well i have been saving since i got my little job. i also had some money from my parents that was hidden in the yard, the just in case money....yeah i had to go back there and take it. they didn't know it was there so i have full dibbs on it. it was surprisingly more than i thought. about 3 grand. i only thought there was about $100 in it. anyways back to the things i got. i got a cellphone for my self. one of those tracking phones. i got a small T.V stole some cable from the long distance neighbors... hope they don't mind. bought a broom and some other junk.....i went a little to crazy and i might have to return some stuff so that i don't run out of money.

reds going to kill me i think.....oh well....every one else is.....hmmmm...SHIT!! i forgot one very important thing...the shots...FUCK! hmmm mabey i can beg red for some extra bottles...

HQ

ok i'm at the HQ. it's really not that bad a little cold but not bad. i cleaned up the place. my room it still as clean as i left it. all for my spare cloths are still here and everything. i had to punch a hole in the wall and steal reds internet cords/power cords. i'm going to buy some new sheets for our beds and maybe some new dishes. the couch seem fine. i'm definitely going to buy a T.V....hmmm first thing on the list is food! fridge still works stove and oven do too...we had Jalana buy us some appliances in case of us having to leave. ya know safety. i really need to get some new paint in in here. and some mirrors.....bathroom needs a new design. other than that it's just chillin......YES!!! heat works finally.

ummm just random

i have to make up for not posting so i think i'm going to sit on my computer all day and just post. i feel really bad for not look at my blog in a while. ummm nothing really new has happened that i din't tell you about earlier. ummmmm.....

i think i need to hook Ulric up with another girl cause all he seems to do is yell mope and whine and disown me. mabey i could find his perfect girl sept she would need to be a mutant freak just like us lol. we're hard to come by let me tell you. lets see the last time i was in the presence of another new mutant freak was hmmm when we found Ulric in the streets. hmmmm how long ago was that?! dang we've been with him for a long time i didn't relize how much time had gone bye so fast lol. i wish he would forgive me. i didn't mean to hurt him so badly i really still love him it's just more like a brother than a lover. ya know i mena i live with him and red who are my family. i tret red more like a sister when i'm around to talk to her in school. i wish Ulric would understand that but he doesn't seem to. poor sap.

ummm i now have to take the bus home cause i can't stand sitting in the car with Ulric. he drives me mad. plus it's cold and i hate waiting for Jalana to come pick us up. Alot of my new crew hangs out with me and wait for the bus. we all take it together. i still have to walk about three block to get "home". i don't really alow people to come over unless they are picking me up cause you know us raging battle in our house plus it's just easier not to have any one accidentally falling and getting mad and doing the whole *poof* thing ya know?

i went over to Antons house cause i don't feel like risking his life just yet. As i said Ulric has sworn death upon him. Anton doesn't seem to mind to much. he laughs at me cause i don't really eat anything at his house and normally i shove whole lunches down my throat. i told him i don't want to seem like a pig in front of his family. really truthfully i'm just really scared to be weird. i try to be normal....but all that does is make me more wierd...hmmm what am i going to do with my life?? well so far in my relationship with human boy has gone really good. he doesn't seem to think anything. so far i've had my second kiss with him. first was totally with Ulric. i can give him credit for that. anyways. Anton seems to like to think he is batman or a ninja or both it's really quite adorable. one time it sliped out "what if you were half bat?" he just laughed and said "idk". i thought i was going to die. Anton has 2 siblings. 1 is Luccus he's 15 and the other is lily she's 4. oh i kinda forgot to mention Anton's 17 going on 18. he keeps braging that he gets to vote this year. latida *rolls eyes*

me and red have been getting into alot of fights latly i mean i guess we are jsut kinda mad at each other for some odd reason. idk it's weird i think i've moved my self out of the faimly. Jalanas not even happy with me right now.

i was planning on sneaking out but i still want to go to school. and if i ran away and still went to school there would be hell.

i'm planning on living in the old HQ for a while. i already have a job kinda. i work at a jas station down the block from the house. the hired me cause even tho i'm young i look old enough for them. i could still buy food and live happy.

i'm heading over to the HQ today. dust it off ya know. clean it get the generator working again. maybe i could let Anton come help me. i'll leave red's room alone. that way she can't yell at my for moving things. she's very touchy about her things.

brb

ok......lol

i've been really bad at this whole blog thing lately....i'm sorry red,poppy, any one else who happens to read this blog.

ok the total update! yay *rolls eyes*

al right school is not really going ok i got 3 D's, 1 C, and 1 A. Jalana was like do you need to go to a better school...with less freedom??? i started crying like a pansie. i told her no i'm fine. as if life isn't worse i broke up with Ulric. i'm dating a kid in my Geography class his name is Anton. Ulric has sworn death upon him. i couldn't help it....i don't really know why i broke up with Ulric but i just didn't feel right. mabey wheni'm older and wiser i'll understand. Anyways, i've kinda ditched my old crew and they really don't like it at all. i don't know why i haven't been chilin with them. i feel kinda bad i mean they don't really talk to me any more...Ulric refuses to even look at me. i understand tho. i was kinda a bitch to him. i guess. i got really popular now. alot of girls are mad at me for breaking Ulrics heart but they are also glad that i'm out of the picture too.

in school we have this thing called J-term it's basically a whole month of do one thing with no HW! it's nice. I'm in dance Reds in....what the hell is she in??? hmmm Ulric's in robotics and Anton is in writing. in my J-term we have learned Flamenco, Meringue, Cha Cha slide, soulja boy, walk it out, hip hop, salsa, the apple(folk dance), some indian folk dance, cupids shuffle, modern dance umm i can't really think of any more.

in the "new" crew that i hang with, the poeple it consists of, Luaren, Toni, Gabi, shane, (different) Jessica, shawndrea, rashida, Anton, LyNea, Nate W, Josh, Nate G, Zach H, Alyson, Bryon, Pablo, Bella, Casey, Nate MB, Abdul, Deidra, Phillip, Breadan, Libbe, Alex T, Allen T...ummm idk


this is what anton looks like,
he's 5' 11"
has long blond hair (he's white fyi)
wears glasses
has blue,green,grey eyes (all the colors mine turn)
wears ether a brown sweatshirt or his dorky blue checkered one.
he like ICP(insane clown posy[i think thats how it's spelled]) twized, blaze ye dead homie. basically anything from psychopathic records.
he wears a chain that has a hatchet man on it

ummm i dk lol. i'll put up a picture of him some time if Ulric doesn't crash my computer and kill all of my files with him in it.

al right...i admit

sorry i've been a lazy ass mofo...sorry can't help it. so i've been chillin with my new crew...makes red and ulic kinda left out but they don't really seem to care.i barly talk to them anyways......sorry
being yelled at.....