my babies...heh

like red said the twins are like my kids...i take care of them....and love them to bits! they are so cute.even when they get into trouble...i swear Max is gonna get it if she touches one of them....they tend to like to play with her stuff...a lot...i mean they do it cause they are kids. they stay in my room for now but the Doc says they are going to have to have their own rooms in a couple of months....sense red's room is the only room next to mine I'm thinking about moving to the above my room which is by chance the floor Fang lives on....perfect!...I'll have the nanny on the same floor just in case. heh. Fang has really gotten attached to Miguel and Claudia.

whats happened recently is:

1.) Ulric declared that Miguel was his "mini-me" which means that ulric has been teaching Miguel to hit on girls...it's down right funny to see him walk up to red and as Ulric calls it "puts his moves" on her. she just gets all "thanks ulric" and face-palms. which makes everyone laugh. even the Doc.

2.) speaking of the doc he's call grandpa Doc by the twins now. which at first made him shake his head and now he doesn't seem to mind it at all.

3.)we (fang,Ulric, Anona and me) went with Miguel and Claudia to go out and buy them some new cloths it's always fun to watch kids get repressed for the first time but when red pulled out the needle Claudia and Miguel basically hid behind me. they were scared pout of their wits like you wouldn't believe. to get them to finally take it, i told them Fang, Anona, Ulric and I would go first to watch how it wasn't so bad. so Fang repressed and i thought the twins had cute big eyes......they were the size of dinner plates which made me giggle a bit on the inside. then when Anona repressed nothing really that big happened. Ulric was next their eyes got a little bigger which i didn't think was possible, then it was my turn. i stepped up to red while she was changing the needles (you didn't really think we'd use the same needle like crack heads did you?) the twins followed really close behind me as if to examine wheat would actually happen to me. Claudia likes to hold onto my tail when standing next to me so when the represent hit my system and my tail for the most part shrunk back into me body Claudia was standing there pretty much holing air. when red stepped up to Miguel it seemed like he still was afraid of the needle i held onto him and told him to look at me and not what red was holding. he was obedient. he cried a little but then that was over and that's how he got repressed. same went for Claudia. they were still super cute. they were feeling their hair and where their tail would have been. they still had their dinner plate eyes. i don't think they went away till those kids went to bed.

4.)we took them to the stores near our house. Anona and I took Claudia to the "girl store" to pick out cloths for her while Ulric and fang took Miguel out to the "boy stores". we found many cute things for Claudia. many dresses and shoes and skirts and pants on socks and tights.....so many more cute things...we even found a really cute sun hat. Miguel came back with the same amount of things but his clothes ranged from Fangs style to Ulric's...which to tell you the truth is very different. and Ulric bought Miguel a "signature scent" basically a bottle of cologne in which i will be keeping till he gets older. over all though i approved of the clothing bought for him. we all went home happy.

LOOK WHAT I FOUND!!!!

so i was talking to Andy. he had a report about two new on the run mutants. from what he could tell they were just young children...younger than him. he didn't want to tell red about them because she send the whole team out after the two and they were already scared out of there wits and looking for someone like themselfs. i asked him what that had to do with me and he said "well....they are like you...half fox." i was shocked because i thought they only made one of a kind mutants and these two were a second copy. andy continued "they are twins, a girl and a boy. the girl is a fennec fox and the boy is a black fox." so after hearing this i go and tell the Doc that i want to go find them but i don't want the team to follow. he was worried about me because there were still people out looking for us and he didn't want me to get caught. he sent me with Fang, Anona and Ulric. i couldn't presuade him otherwise. so we set out to MN or MinneSNOWta to go find them. we ended up in a small (i mean SMALL) town called Garrison which is aparently by this lake called millacs that is part of an indian reservation(which looks like a freaking ocean) on top of that it's cold. i was not prepared for it so i had to go buy some pants and a jacket. we wandered the large untamed forests insearch of these children till we came upon this camp ground called sherwood forest. i told the group to stay here unless i called. they (children) were huddled in a wood pile scarred out of their wits. i had to unrepress myself before they would allow me to come near them but once i did the walked up to me and clung to my legs. the little girl started calling me big sis' and the boy wouldn't talk. i told them that we had to leave and get out of this state. i told them that i lived in a house that was full of people just like us. when i got back the the meeting spot they were much more calmed by seeing the others. the little girl even walked up to fang and gave him a hug. he didn't know what to do so he kid of just sat there with a shocked look on his face. we quickly brought them back to the plane where we set of to go back home. the two would not leave my side.i mean they litereally tucked themselfs into my armsmakeing it hard for me to sleep untill i got used to them.

their names are Claudia and Miguel...

More later ^_^

~Trin

So.....4/20

so yesturday i had my expirence of 4/20....not that i got high but i witnessed 75% of americas youth get high. some toasted kids decided it would be fun to break into the grounds...We of corse were all playing outside unrepressed....damn kids freaked out like we were mutant-freaks....
wait....nvm.... any who they came wobbling into our lawn and saw us all sitting outside enjoying the sun and the pretty grass. they thought they were tripping out and we just acted really nice and calm which seemed to help them calm down. i could tell by their eyes that they were high because having lived in NY on the streets i was pretty used to cracked out people. being around some one who was high was the least of my problems. we let them spend the night because i doubt they could go home in the condition they were in. after we gave them a very large dinner we showed them to two of the spare rooms in the house. after they went to bed Red had us all repress our selfs so that in the morning they would think that they had only had a really bad trip and wouldn't think of it again. in the morning they woke up not really knowing where they were and they eventually found the kitchen where we were having our breakfast. we offered them some food and then they apologized for freaking out and we all had a laugh about how he described us. they couldn't believe that they had gotten high and then tripped out and seeing us as half breeds or just plain horrific figures in Fangs case. one of them tried to put his arm around me and hit on me but Ulric would have none of it and he picked up the kid and twisted his arm behind his back making the kid squeal in pain. the Doc decided that it was time for them to leave. we sent them on their way just in time for the represent to wear off. we decided to stay inside today. it's rather boring but it's giving me time to post away. Red and Max are still at odds, don't even get me started on Ulric and his foe. otherwise besides that little disturbance all has been going well. IRC chat rooms are rather fun and i've though of telling Red and the gang about it but that might be later. Any-who i found out on the rainy day it is today. i actually found Anton on one of the many channels...he was telling me how life had been and what was new and said he missed me in all i told him i moved out of state and would sadly never coming back to see anyone. i made him think that it was my strict parents who put these rules up. he said he wanted to come see me but i told he couldn't plus Ulric would pulverize him. he laugh be cause what he remebered of Ulric was a snotty whimp who looked like he couldn't hurt a fly. little did he know that it was only the outward appearance that had fooled him. but i told Anton that Ulric had "grown-up". i doubt that will ever become a man. Johny found me on the IRC chat channels man did i miss him but he said that he'd found himself a girl and that he was going to graduate this year. i told him congratulations for accomplishing what would be very hard for me to do. he laughed a bit. i have to go down for a snack soon because my mini fridge is running low and the Doc hasn't gone to the store in a while because of the temperament of Ulric and Pyro...damn boys....
oh well more later ^_^
Trin

spring time

so Us Animal hybrids are under lock down by the Doc's orders. Red's gone pretty emo because she is multing or w/e the heck you call loosing all of you feathers so you can grow new ones back. i personally am loosing all the white fur on my tail to get my summer colors back, the lovely red/orange that it is normally. Ulric is also shedding his fur and apparently maturing a bit....if that's possible (lol) well as most of you know that Spring time means that most Male animals are getting ready to mate and defend their territory. Ulric is doing both simultaneously...which is great that he's learning how to multitask but it's bothering all the other girls in the house. he is trying to get all the girls into bed with him, which is rather annoying because he seems to forget he's mine. the doc' also has Andy putting tabs when he's awake on us so that we don't go and multiply all over the place....though he is interested in what would happen if we were to produce offspring weather or not it would have the mutated gene and produce a hybrid infant or would it be a normal child. the doc in a sense is not ready to be a grandpa quite yet. on top of him wanting every girl in the house he's becoming rather defiant to the Doc and is constantly getting into fights with the human torch often making the house smell of singed hair and clothing. Ulric is smart enough not to fight with Fang....though if both were repressed it'd take two seconds for one to start i bet. Ulric won't take his represent lately though as i said he is defying all authority...it's kind of a bummer because there are like a million sales that i want to go to because i want to stock up on clothes and new shoes(even if i can't wear them very often)

well more later see ya ^_^
Trin

so the update ^_^

so, living with the Doc' is pretty interesting. we got a large gang to say the least. good thing the house can have up to like 40 people living in it comfortably. Andy's been the cute little brother we have all wished for. he reminded me of the little neighbor boy that used to play with me when i was younger. the kid never noticed my ears or tail he just acted like i was some other kid to play with. the little boy died of cancer when he was young and then his parents moved away. i was no longer allowed to play outside either.

any who

fang has been a bit sad for some time...problem is i don't know how to approach him because he also ways has a different way of reacting to each sentence anyone says. i think i'll leave it to Anona and Andy to help him out. Kyle and Ulric are at odds with each other but that is to be expected, i mean what else do you get when you mix two dominant male teenagers in one house hold? Maxine is getting a little annoying with her always using her force on us. i mean red and i were walking down the hall together and reds wings take up a lot of space to we took up most of the hall way and we apparently weren't going as fast as she wanted to so she shoved us out of the way with her force field which basically sent Red and i flying into each other and then colliding into the wall i mean we were so smushed together that i could tell what type of shampoo Red uses. Ulric and i helped Arron put up a bar in his room so that he could hang upside down when ever he felt...i noticed he needed one when i walked into his room and found that both his closet bar and his curtain bar were bent in half and his bed was made how it was when we first let him into his room. we asked the doc' for a bar that was reinforced with titanium so that it wouldn't bend and would be pretty to look at because it was shinny. Linda came in after we were done. she was pretty impressed that Ulric and i could actually work instead of just snuggling. Ulric lifted her up and flipped her upside down...she is afraid of heights...then he placed her on the bar next to him. he just hugged her. Ulric and i decided to leave then.

more later i'm heading down stairs and i can't really bring the computer down there.

so now.....

well now that we (Red, Ulric and i) are all staying with the doc...i mean Gale..... life is all fine and dandy. we are all a couple of freaks living the high life. i miss staying with Johnny and Jalana. i wonder how they are doing. maybe the world wide web will help me connect with them. the doc... er ... Gale told us that we couldn't have anything to do with the big sites like MySpace or Facebook. how on earth am i going to get in touch with Johnny? oh well. i actually have a good set up here i mean my own room with the decor that i want. sheets and curtains just like in my old home. i got to put my few belongings that i took from my house on my new cherry(wood) book case. i have a nice big bed and the over al theme of my room pretty much matches decor of my old house. right down the the floor mat and curtains. I'm at-least happy that i get food and a place to run free. Gal;e had a track corse built down in the wreck room. i could almost spend all day running around the room. red has her wind tunnel so she's pretty damn happy. Ulric's living in the same house as me and also has a computer/ T.V in his room so what more can he ask for.

So Area 51?

well while Red was being questioned, Ulric and I were sent to another part of the building. i woke up to my head laying on Ulrics lap. he was crying. we were in the farthest corner from the door. he had his head against the wall. i had never seen him in such a state. i started to get up. i found that i was a bit drowsey from that damn sleep-shot.as soon as i was off Ulrics lap he turned his body fully towards the corner with his back faceing me. i turned towards him and tried to comfort him. he then turned and put his face in my chest. normally i would have pushed him away telling him he was a perv, but this time i i let him stay and sob there...like a mother would do for her child i mean what could i do. after a while there was a loud BANG on our cell door. a little door at the bottom of the white metalic door opened and two grew folded cloths slid through the opening. then the voice of a man came through the door. he was probably in his mid thirties. "Put those on it's time for your tests. if you do not have them on we will come in there and change your clothes for you. you have ten minutes, SO GET TO IT!" my quick response before the little door closed was "Thanks Asshole!" i heard the the door click open. then a dark shot through and hit me in the neck. i could feel my ears and tail shrink. my claws started to shrink into nails. a second dart came through and hit Ulric in the arm. the same effect happened. next thing i new four men came rushing into our cell two grabed Ulric. he tried to struggle against the tight grip with out sucsess. the other two grabed me. they were holding me against the wall. another man walked in. they were all dressedin those cleche secret agent outfits. black tux white shirt dressy black pants and shoes. he was holding a wooden bat in his right hand. "not so tough are you now?". he shoved the tip of the bat into my stomach. i gasped for air. Ulric was yelling all sorts of profanities he was trying to pul out of the grip he was in. while i was tring to recover the man walked over to Ulric. "she mean anything to you?". the look Ulric gave me was that of a scared boy but also of a lover looking at his soal mate. "hmmmm this will make my actions more satafying." by the time he had returned to looking at me i had slightly recovered and atleast had my head up. he took his bat and slammed it against my stomach again. i gasped for air again. he hit again and again. i slunk to my knee's. the men who weer holding my arms pulled my head up by my hair. blood was dripping down my face. the final act against me was a hard slap against my face. then i was released. my body fell to the floor with tears streaming dowm my face i lay there on the cold black floor while saliva and blood flowed onto the floor around me. after i was released and dropped onto the floor the two men who were holding me and the man who was punishing me left. then the men holding ulric pulled him out of the room. on the way they picked up one of the grey packages. i dragged my self across the floor and grabbed onto the only gey package that was left in the cell. slowly i lifted my shirt. my stomach was yellow and purple from the bruses being formed and already there. i slipped on the grey shirt. then slowly i took my pants off and put the other grey pants on. i lay there and closed my eyes. the next thing i new there was a loud CRAsh and then folowed by a loud BANG the door came crashing open. my vision was blurred but i could see the outline oh Ulric his tail was swishing viggerously back and forth he picked me up and ran with me through the many halls. finnaly we came to reds cell. Ulric set me down.

the rest you know from there

ok.....

so we have been on the run Anton's gone now had to end it felt horrible......i still love him but it's to much to drag him into this i mean he'd probably get all emo so i just don't want to put him through war anymore.....ok so we've been head staight to the west coast.....it's tiring and i am sooooo sick of the puppy taking advantage of my single status. and Al i have three words for him Mad Pigion Disease......he's driving me crazy i'd hate to be red cause he's like kin to her and having that whack ball in my family would only last so long......mmmmmhhhhhh Al pigion stew.......hop you read this Al......as much as i love colorado i do not like how your playing leader!

ok gotta gooo pigion is calling #@!%***

long time no see

so nothing really large has been going on lately. we stopped at a fair for some games. the amazing thing is no matter how many cheese curds and corn dogs you shove down your throat no one seems to notice like you can eat until your full. which for us isn't a short period of time. the gangs not been hanging very tight lately i mean i feel like were are all about to go our own ways....who knows....my boy is aloud around us every once in a while.....he went to the fair with us.....he ate almost as much as i did....poor boy......i had to quit after awhile so that he didn't feel the need to have to eat something also. i saw that he was starting to look a little sick from all the greasy fattiness of the food i was inhaling. we went on a water ride. i got soaked. i knew it was coming i could hear the water pumps under the water. i did a duck-as-far-into-your-stomach-as-possible move. saved my white shirt...and face, everything else got soaked. so i walked around soaked. it was freezing and i couldn't hug Anton cause he was worse than me with being soaked. we laid down in a flower garden under the sun. i know sounds romantic doesn't it? he bought me a dress. it is a beautiful emerald green dress that looks a little renaissance styled. i might be going to the renaissance festival this year for Anton's birthday. who knows. it'll depend on where i am in the world at the time. right now I'm stuck trying to find a good hotel for the gang and me. so far it's been hard. not many places are open cause of all the parties and people staying in the hotels on reservations. damn people. we have been walking around for ever! i need to find some new clothes and some more make-up. so i can pull the part of a traveling twenty year old. it's not as easy as it looks. i gotta act all uptight like an adult. so um see y'all later

long time no see....

well....ok
so we are on the run and i mean literally the run bacause ye aren't bird (damn you red) anyways. we're heading out to new orleans. the stupidest place for anything to live.
three reasons

1.) "slowly" sinking below sea level about a football feild a week
2.) stupid man eating knats and other nastey bugs like dragonflys
3.) so damn hot you could cook dinner with out a fire

so we had a nice jog through the states. ulric and i had to run throught the streets. while birdy and birdman flew up above. we stoped at the arch it was pretty cool i went there once before when i was little. red was pissed that she couldn't go up...i don't know why it matters if she wanted to be up there so bad why dosen't she just flap her wings. then after nearly getting caught by shredder and his pals we ran on our mary little way to memphis. it was pretty fun! Ulric and i went to tour sun studios which was pretty sweet. our tour guild was making ulric drule all over it was gross. she had "Honkey Tonk Angle" tattooed on her chest and she was a short platnum blond. *sigh* we finally got to new orleans (finally) what a surpise! bugs! *whinnes* so we stayed in the woods (brilliant *rolls eyes*) for a while then we found a broken down house. it's been our house for some time. i've had to go out and buy food and water and other things. the shopping is great! i love the French Quarter. it's truely amazing parks shops street entertainers cafes! ah it was wonderful sept for the heat. that could die.

well i'm finally 15 i had my birthday on june 15th golden birthday to bad we were on the run (>_<)

i found a payphone and called up Anton. i missed him terribly. found out from his parents he was in New Orleans staying with a cousin. so i couldn't resist to stop over. i kinda totally forgot how he looked. he had missed me too so we were all huggy and kissy. he took me to a consert Dark Lotus (^_^) we had dinner and then ran into red and the others... they gave me alot of crap and red was like " get rid of him!" i was kinda really pissed. i knew that he couldn't stay with us cause he was human but goddamn!

so i said my kinda final good bye *crys* and he was really sad. he gave me some late birthday presents. A ring A box of chocolate A rose and his ipod so that i wouldn't get bored. he has some good music. ICP, Twizted, Boondox, Blaze ya dead homie and Dark Lotus...prety cool! (Juggalette 4 life)

well yeah thats most of i think....

buhhumbug!

it is official! Ulric is now my little brother. no incest now! yeah that right he has been named "family" no more smochy kissy crap.....hope i don't kill him....UUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
i mis Anton!! really badly....not being at school like kills me.....i'm just going to steal him and lock him in the HQ.....hmmmmhmmm XD "batman" hehehehehe.....to bad.....

so it has been deemed possible to make me look twice as old as i really am...being 6ft helps....A Lot.......

spur of the moment thoughts.....

ok so you know we "the Ultimate" are genetically mutated. red has the two shots that basically ballance our lives. the depresant and the undepresant. i was wondering because of the undepresant make the mutant genes flow stronger and better for a short while then stablized the genes to make the system "normal". if you were born with no mutant genes at all but were given the undepresant what would happen? would it highten your human capabilities? or give you some mutant gene of your own like superhuman ability? and then with the depresant if you also gave that to a human what woulod happen nothing? or would it have a worse effect on them?

is it possible to make a mutant when the human chosen for it is already alive and walking? would it be harder for them?

i wish i had my own mutantright about now......i already had one...but i mean well i wish anton was one of our kind. becuase then i wouldn't have to hide anything from him like i do now. *sigh* i wonder if i could tell him and still have him. or would red have to kill him... i want to ask but idk

i almost laughed my self silly

ok so i was at school red nearly tried to tackle me and drag me home but i'm kinda to strong willed for that....lucky mutant freak...(me)...anyways...i was talking to Anton and he was talking about Drivers ED......i pictured red trying to get the old car Jalana owns to turn on and getting mad and breaking the driving wheel and then do the whole *poof* thing and busting out the windows and getting her head smacked into the windshield.......i thought it was really funny.....i'm sorry red but it was funny.....ulric also nearly pounced on me....in stead i ducked and he kinda flew into a locker...sorry cutie......and then he got mad and busted the locker door right off...we both ran from the crime scene. later Anton and i were walking and ulric kinda walked up to Anton and shoved him to the ground......not Anton's back is all bruised up.....i nearly kicked the shit out of Ulric. had he been human he would have been dead Anton was amazed that i knew so many moves lol....he has no idea

so far this week

I've stopped bye every night to give jalana a flowers to let her know i'm still alive....she's getting smart tho and staying up really late to try and catch me....

here i go

alright i'm heading over to the house. i'm going to get red to give me some med and a few extra.....

Home,

i crawled through reds window and she was like "WERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN?!" and i told away cause i didn't want her looking for me. i told her to give me the meds and a few extra. she was like "why?" i told her cause i am going to be away for a while and i want to look normal so if i need to get things i can actually walk into a store. she said "you know Jalana's is/ is going to have a fit. i told her not to worry and i gave her the collar for ulric and told her that if i'm not back at the house by christmas or his "birthday" to give it to him for me. she started laughing at the present. she put it in her desk. she pulled something out of her closet. it was a note she said that she's going to keep this for me too i told her to give it to me and she was like when you return i'll give it to you.

today?

alright to day i'm leaving to go to the HQ permanently. red hasn't seemed to notice that i've been packing all night Ulric doesn't care. Jalana doesn't know yet. and yeah. i might have Anton come with me. if he doesn't mind. i think i might tell him and see what his reaction is who know he might like me better than he already does....anyways. Jalana's haveing her friend Cody come over.l he's been around sense i was born so he know the whole flow of things. red doesn't trust him but thats only cause he's human and it take a while for her to like people. Ulric almost called him dad so i think he likes him alot and he's like an uncle to me. we haven't seen cody in almost a year. to bad that i'm not going to be here to see him any more...

Later.

i went into the HQ today it was still nice looking but why wouldn't it be? anyways, i found the cutest thing....a fox and her cubs were nestled in my bed. the didn't seem to know that i wasn't one of them. so now i have some pets. i named the mother Malaboo and her two cubs are Carmen and Araidia. they are very cute. they love to play so it's really fun. i had to go to the store and buy some pet bowls for them so that they don't have to go out in the cold and forge for food. when i was at the pet store i nearly died it was really scary and reminded me of a place that i don't really know about sept from what Ulric and Red talk about. i had to get in and out as fast as possible. i bought some collars for each of them. i almost bought one for my self as a joke. red would have laughed.hmmm i think i found Ulrics christmas present! he wanted a puupy so bad i could just make him a real puppy with one of theese. lol i think i will get him a pink one with face dimonds on it. >=D...lol

Later

there is a new mamber to the fox club lol a male i named him Alexander. ther are all really beautiful. i never thought real animals could be so pretty. but they are. i have to brush me tail out right now... the med wore off this morning and i didn't ask red for some cause i left to early.

grrr

yall are yelling at me cause i don't post that often??? DUDE! ulric don't post shit any time he's got 2 post and i have like what 20??!! yal are some crazy peeps man!

HQ

alright everything is all better now. i went to the store and got all the stuff i needed. even a little extra ^.^....i got some burgundy paint for the walls and som gold paint so that i can put gold leaves and vines on it for decoration. got all the food i need. bought some shelves so that things aren't all on the counter top. bought new bed sheets for both me and red and one for the pull out couch just in case. bought a full length mirror for my room. i know you are wondering were in the world i got all this money right??? well i have been saving since i got my little job. i also had some money from my parents that was hidden in the yard, the just in case money....yeah i had to go back there and take it. they didn't know it was there so i have full dibbs on it. it was surprisingly more than i thought. about 3 grand. i only thought there was about $100 in it. anyways back to the things i got. i got a cellphone for my self. one of those tracking phones. i got a small T.V stole some cable from the long distance neighbors... hope they don't mind. bought a broom and some other junk.....i went a little to crazy and i might have to return some stuff so that i don't run out of money.

reds going to kill me i think.....oh well....every one else is.....hmmmm...SHIT!! i forgot one very important thing...the shots...FUCK! hmmm mabey i can beg red for some extra bottles...

HQ

ok i'm at the HQ. it's really not that bad a little cold but not bad. i cleaned up the place. my room it still as clean as i left it. all for my spare cloths are still here and everything. i had to punch a hole in the wall and steal reds internet cords/power cords. i'm going to buy some new sheets for our beds and maybe some new dishes. the couch seem fine. i'm definitely going to buy a T.V....hmmm first thing on the list is food! fridge still works stove and oven do too...we had Jalana buy us some appliances in case of us having to leave. ya know safety. i really need to get some new paint in in here. and some mirrors.....bathroom needs a new design. other than that it's just chillin......YES!!! heat works finally.

ummm just random

i have to make up for not posting so i think i'm going to sit on my computer all day and just post. i feel really bad for not look at my blog in a while. ummm nothing really new has happened that i din't tell you about earlier. ummmmm.....

i think i need to hook Ulric up with another girl cause all he seems to do is yell mope and whine and disown me. mabey i could find his perfect girl sept she would need to be a mutant freak just like us lol. we're hard to come by let me tell you. lets see the last time i was in the presence of another new mutant freak was hmmm when we found Ulric in the streets. hmmmm how long ago was that?! dang we've been with him for a long time i didn't relize how much time had gone bye so fast lol. i wish he would forgive me. i didn't mean to hurt him so badly i really still love him it's just more like a brother than a lover. ya know i mena i live with him and red who are my family. i tret red more like a sister when i'm around to talk to her in school. i wish Ulric would understand that but he doesn't seem to. poor sap.

ummm i now have to take the bus home cause i can't stand sitting in the car with Ulric. he drives me mad. plus it's cold and i hate waiting for Jalana to come pick us up. Alot of my new crew hangs out with me and wait for the bus. we all take it together. i still have to walk about three block to get "home". i don't really alow people to come over unless they are picking me up cause you know us raging battle in our house plus it's just easier not to have any one accidentally falling and getting mad and doing the whole *poof* thing ya know?

i went over to Antons house cause i don't feel like risking his life just yet. As i said Ulric has sworn death upon him. Anton doesn't seem to mind to much. he laughs at me cause i don't really eat anything at his house and normally i shove whole lunches down my throat. i told him i don't want to seem like a pig in front of his family. really truthfully i'm just really scared to be weird. i try to be normal....but all that does is make me more wierd...hmmm what am i going to do with my life?? well so far in my relationship with human boy has gone really good. he doesn't seem to think anything. so far i've had my second kiss with him. first was totally with Ulric. i can give him credit for that. anyways. Anton seems to like to think he is batman or a ninja or both it's really quite adorable. one time it sliped out "what if you were half bat?" he just laughed and said "idk". i thought i was going to die. Anton has 2 siblings. 1 is Luccus he's 15 and the other is lily she's 4. oh i kinda forgot to mention Anton's 17 going on 18. he keeps braging that he gets to vote this year. latida *rolls eyes*

me and red have been getting into alot of fights latly i mean i guess we are jsut kinda mad at each other for some odd reason. idk it's weird i think i've moved my self out of the faimly. Jalanas not even happy with me right now.

i was planning on sneaking out but i still want to go to school. and if i ran away and still went to school there would be hell.

i'm planning on living in the old HQ for a while. i already have a job kinda. i work at a jas station down the block from the house. the hired me cause even tho i'm young i look old enough for them. i could still buy food and live happy.

i'm heading over to the HQ today. dust it off ya know. clean it get the generator working again. maybe i could let Anton come help me. i'll leave red's room alone. that way she can't yell at my for moving things. she's very touchy about her things.

brb

ok......lol

i've been really bad at this whole blog thing lately....i'm sorry red,poppy, any one else who happens to read this blog.

ok the total update! yay *rolls eyes*

al right school is not really going ok i got 3 D's, 1 C, and 1 A. Jalana was like do you need to go to a better school...with less freedom??? i started crying like a pansie. i told her no i'm fine. as if life isn't worse i broke up with Ulric. i'm dating a kid in my Geography class his name is Anton. Ulric has sworn death upon him. i couldn't help it....i don't really know why i broke up with Ulric but i just didn't feel right. mabey wheni'm older and wiser i'll understand. Anyways, i've kinda ditched my old crew and they really don't like it at all. i don't know why i haven't been chilin with them. i feel kinda bad i mean they don't really talk to me any more...Ulric refuses to even look at me. i understand tho. i was kinda a bitch to him. i guess. i got really popular now. alot of girls are mad at me for breaking Ulrics heart but they are also glad that i'm out of the picture too.

in school we have this thing called J-term it's basically a whole month of do one thing with no HW! it's nice. I'm in dance Reds in....what the hell is she in??? hmmm Ulric's in robotics and Anton is in writing. in my J-term we have learned Flamenco, Meringue, Cha Cha slide, soulja boy, walk it out, hip hop, salsa, the apple(folk dance), some indian folk dance, cupids shuffle, modern dance umm i can't really think of any more.

in the "new" crew that i hang with, the poeple it consists of, Luaren, Toni, Gabi, shane, (different) Jessica, shawndrea, rashida, Anton, LyNea, Nate W, Josh, Nate G, Zach H, Alyson, Bryon, Pablo, Bella, Casey, Nate MB, Abdul, Deidra, Phillip, Breadan, Libbe, Alex T, Allen T...ummm idk


this is what anton looks like,
he's 5' 11"
has long blond hair (he's white fyi)
wears glasses
has blue,green,grey eyes (all the colors mine turn)
wears ether a brown sweatshirt or his dorky blue checkered one.
he like ICP(insane clown posy[i think thats how it's spelled]) twized, blaze ye dead homie. basically anything from psychopathic records.
he wears a chain that has a hatchet man on it

ummm i dk lol. i'll put up a picture of him some time if Ulric doesn't crash my computer and kill all of my files with him in it.

al right...i admit

sorry i've been a lazy ass mofo...sorry can't help it. so i've been chillin with my new crew...makes red and ulic kinda left out but they don't really seem to care.i barly talk to them anyways......sorry
being yelled at.....

well

ok the download of this long break i had from blogging (sorry.)

ok shedder has been here there and everyware. he only goes to school everyonce and a while. kinda weird. he doesn't talk to many people. on that note, clarrisa has totally been crushed. i acctually feel slightly bad for her. shredder was a total ass to her. he broke up with her in front of every one. at the dance he did this. i mean i was going to go balistic on his sorry ass cause that is horrible to do to anyone even if they are prissy, popular, preppy and and every other thing that i despise. she's really insecure right now. the weird thing is, is that she talks to me rather than her friends. i supposed they aren't really reliable so meh. she acctually spends more time with me than she does with that side of the popular crew.

the dance

more later....jalane is yelling at me

OH MY LORD

Ok so I'm not supposed to be this slow. but i just relised it's been really peaceful month. i mean no one has picked on the regulars(the small, nerdy, weird, ect.) in a while. i mean shredders been gone. and no one talks about him. he wasn't there to hit on the new girl and clarrisa hasn't even mentioned him. it seems like she didn't even know or dated a guy like him. hmmmm i wonder.... well hmm

johnny's been acting really weird around me. i mean he won't really talk to me and it's kinda weird. i got johnny's skateboard down from the tree and gave it back to him. he didn't even really say thanks. hmmm

there is to much to think about.

we i have to admit to a disgusting crime. i full frontal made-out with ulric. god how could i be so...so...WEIRD!? he won't stop bugging me...it was totally the cookies that he gave me i swear. i'll set the scene. on the roof of the house. midnight. i couldn't sleep. i pop out of bed go up to the roof and boom theres ulric. i sit down by him. he starts talking to me. then he gives me some stolen cookies. lol. then we keep talking and then he leans in. sadly so do i. then all of the sudden we are kissing. hmmm i'm really sad....yeah and now as i said he won't leave me alone.

soo.....

so today was uneventful. sat in class nearly falling asleep. actually i did fall asleep for like ten minutes. then my friend Andy poked me (which scared the shi-crap out of me) and i woke up. there is a cute guy at school. his name is Anton. he's tall and has blond hair. he wears a bat man chain and also a hat with a hatchet man on it. i've talked to him a few times. then again i just mess up his arubix cub for fun.he sometimes sits with me at lunch. Ulrics noticed and he's been bugging me about him but i just say he is a friend. then again he doesn't ask me if he can sit with 6 girls laying on him or sitting on him or sitting next to him so i don't see why he is complaining.
anyways. i watched the scariest movie it was called Pan's labyrinth. i mean in the begining you see this guy bash this other guy nose into his head with a bottle. i mean you actually watch it. and there is a creepy fan hanging around this kid who is the main character.

Well..HMMf

well little wolfy has decided that i'm going to be his personal stripper. right *rolls eyes*. good freaken lord he has been such a snoop lately. i mean he found out the i went to VS and bought new panties and i didn't even tell him! i think in the lab the mixed a little pig into him...GRRR! i'm going to have to lock my panties up....any ways school is lame and ulrics a perv so yeah nothin really new

so...

hmmmm.....
univentfulness. the word alive because... can anyone tell me why? it describes my long lovely life.
i'm stuck in the house with no friends being yelled at to do my HW. stupid menu points.

so apparently i'm now Ulrics "little vixen" i don't mind it so much but when he walks up to me in front on my human friends and says "hi my little vixen." and winks at me i swear i want to kill him he had the nerve to put his arm around me. one of the girls noticed that my eyes turned blue when he did that. she asked me later i told her oh it happens. All the girls think i'm soo lucky to have him live in my house with me and not be related...they always ask if they can spend the night...right like i'm going to let human girls spend the night at my house. i'm sure that would work out really well....we might only have to live with the girls parents pressing rape charges on ulric but who knows.

guess what i found our little puppy watching on T.V (in my bedroom) animal planet. a documentary on wolfs and he was most enthused with the breeding habits...*smacks head* later after i kicked him out i went to the corner store to buy candy i can back and not oly was he in my room but he had ripped apart my underwear/bra section of my closet he was sitting on my bed reading my diary and eating popcorn while getting it all over. he was reading the section on my interest in wolfs. now he won't let it go. he think i like him....oh dear...i'm doomed for life. as for him he's doomed for getting a padlock on his door to his little closet of a room.

well now that i have to go back to school i'm doomed to be in class with him. and i'm not liking this. on top of not paying attention in class he sit right next to me and buggs me. then when we get home i have to help him understand what happened in class so he gets his homework done the mooch.

~Trin

soo your wondering whats up?

well so far...

♪ well H.W sucks
♪ people are scared of me
♪ i had to help repair that silly door
♪ i had to buy Clarissa a new fifty freaking dollar shirt(so not worth it)
♪ i've got a secret admirer (not Ulric {i could tell if it was him[i wouldn't be able to read the note]})
♪ i got sugar high in first period XD
♪ Ulric thought it would be fun to play tackle football with me....poor sap....lets just say right as he tackled me i moved out of the way.....hehe he pretty scraped up.....and SHOOT! he's in my room BRB...AHHHHHHH....GET OFF ME!!!!!* thwack*........*shHHHhrip* awwn that my favorite shirt Ulric!......THATS IT!!!!!!! *tackle*
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~short break~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ok i'm back

♪ i'm in a dance class
♪ i like chior
♪ i'm about to stangle red cause of her perfectness
♪ i have a crush on this really cute guy named Anton.....Mrawr shmexi
♪ Ulric just tackled me so i'm going to kill him

more later i have to "Train" the Doggy not to jump on people
~Trin

this week in general

well this week has been most boring... sept in science cause Ulric thinks it's fun to sneak ingredients from the shelf into red and superboy's experiments....which in most cases makes them explode...hehehe.... i swear red like keeps with that feather on her like she would die with out it... some how i think that feather is going to go missing under the watchful eye of the angle Ulric (jk)

clarissa is being such a B!tch i mean she is just in my face all the time i'm about to pop her one again. she and her girls decided to try to lock me in the bathroom to bad i knocked it down in front of her and her pretty little friends....whoops her shirt accidentally got sliced up by my nails when i grabbed her by the front of her shirt and picked her of the ground with my fist......good thing Ulric tackled me before things got to out of hand bad part of that is he landed on top of me and i was pinned to the ground.....no we are called "the lovers" i'm going to strangle him with my bare hands....red thinks it's super funny....cause she finally has something to make fun of me for..... ummm so far all etempts to get johnny's skate board down have failed..... you know whats weird johnny hasn't been around a whole lot and when he is he's different..... somethings up and i don't like it

we are so hot lol

so now that i got into that fight people think i'm crazy cool same with red. Johnny is getting popular too. And Ulric is basically the school "the hottest guy in the school"(says shreders "girl"). he has like seven girlfreinds (he is as bad as Hugh Hefner) and many admirers. he is like the schools playboy and every other girl is a "playmate". good lord! Red and I are about to kill him not only for that but he is a big pain in the butt at home. tho it was weird ulric invited me to sneak out one night and hang out on the roof. i said Jalana would kill us he's like "nah she wouldn't even know." i said mabey some other time. i was a little suspicous but hey.me and red have been wanting to sing so guess what?! we are in chior and we are going to sing!

more later

this fits so well with my life sept i'm the girl

best of many of my best songs that i like

DAMN!

Ulric's already got a crush on girl GGGGGRRRRR!!!!! he doesn't understand that i won't work out cause he just gross and a mutant freak. i mean well he is on the annoying side all the time mostly when he has my stuff in his stinky room and messes with my Aussie and Love spell and messes with red lots o' times. i really can't help it if i try to shred him to little microscopic pieces.

school is lame kinda......nothings really lame when you have fox genes in your system. lunch time is my favorite time of day though people look at weird when i eat sometimes but i don't mind. why use a fork and spoon when you have a right and left hand? and a knife what a joke. my nails are ten times harder stronger and better than a stupid little metal knife hahaha. reds gotta crush too....something strange about him though....he seems just like red in a more boyish way, birdy genes and all.... who knows?

i found some boy by the name of "shredder" he ain't so tough though it was fun he walks up to my all big and bad...hold please.....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA......back,....with his frail(the girl didn't have one ounce of fat or muscle) little blond "girl" right off the Holister product line (who had bothered me in my previous class so i took care of her in the nicest way i knew...i taped her in the arm and gave her i bruise about the size of my fist.[she's lucky i didn't punch her skinny little doll face]) under his arm. he came up to me and told me "if you mess with my girl again I'll get my Buddie's to hunt down yo skanky little white @$$." i said " you need help to beat some one up? wow your so tough!" I'm there lmao in front of the biggest bully in school. next thing i know fists are flying I'm dodging like crazy laughing the whole time people are just staring at us. he starts to slow cause his weak human self can keep up with me. finally he takes a breath and bends over. i took my chance. i super speed behind him when he gets up he starts to look for me... and then i whisper real quietly in his ear..."touch me and I'll snap you and your 'girl' in half." it freaks the shicrap out of him and he spins and try's to give me one last blow but i dodge and he hits red who is coming out of a class room. her eyes go gold and her talons come out and she punches him hard in the chest you can almost hear the snapping of his ribs. then i grab red and run into the girls room. lucky no one was in there. i lock the door and wait till red's "human" again. and we leave. shortly after both red and i get called to the office. the kid's in there waiting for us. we sit. first Mr. Radly talks about the kids part of the story and then he asks us what happened. i start. "well i was going to my next class when mister over there(i point to the kid) comes up and threatens me that he's gonna kill me. i tell him that I'm gonna tell on him and that's when he starts swinging like a mad bear! I'm desperately trying to dodge these hits then he gets me in the arm. See? ( i pull up my sleeve to show my fake bruise that i made on my arm with eye Shadow and lipstick) ( October is the best month for learning how to do a good special effect makeup job) the kid start blubbering and dining what happened but Mr.Radly's had it he send me out and gives me an icepack. i wait for red. she tells her part of the story and she ain't lieing nor is the bruise on her face fake. she gets sent out with an ice pack too we head back to class. that one fun filled day!

~ Trinity

hahahahahahha

reds not so perfect is she? (jk) school it is!

well.....

lately i have been hanging out with red or johnny sometime i help jalana with hair styling....i have to wear a skirt to cover my tail i actually don't look that bad..... umm red beat johnnys ass at his video game i couldn't beleave that she was so good seeing that we don't have a gaming system at our "house".

what i ahve done so far:

* hung out with red

* hung out with johnny

*cut/styled hair with jalana

*got my hair stlyed for school

* snuggled with johnny

*snuck out onto the roof

* went running at midnight

so basically i have been having fun.....right *rolling eyes* OOO! i just got my school crap!!!! ummm what am i suposed to do with this crap it seems pointless. ruler, calculator, crayons! i mean wtf? well my hair is red/purple now.... more later...

reds woderful poetry to go with picture below

Oh Romeo, Romeo, where forth art though Romeo? Whom claimes thy mutant fox hither to thyself whilst the songbird stands away?

hehehe

now a days.....

well i was living with red up until some recent events. i'll talk about them later. well me and red live in the middle of no were, literally no-weres-ville. anyways we had a nice little place in the woods. we shared a living room(kinda) bathroom(kinda)and kitchen(really kinda). we more or less split the rooms in half i had my side she hers. we had our own bed rooms( more like small closets)well mine was like a closet. we lived pretty happy, spet for thos few but harsh moments when we wanted to rip each other into small shreds of nothing useful. we "barrowed" most of our food from the locals. most of our pots/pans/plates/eating utensiles came from the stores. i bought most of them with the money johnny gave mesame with our bathroom needs as well. on the subject of bathroom crap, periods are the worst time for any one to stop by and say hello. cause that time is ether spent killing each other or speeping or complaing about crap(lol). well the other day i draged Red to Jalana's & Johnny's house we...i mean I was greeted with such love i mean Jalana was almost crying when she saw me, and johnny...johnny...johny...johnny was happy to see me too he hugged me so tight i thought i was going to die of the love. i knew that Red wasn't going to be happy about this but hey what can i say. i feel bad that she doesn't have any family but i mean i don't have any parents anymore and i just thought......never mind anyways. so we went into the house jalans made some hot chocolatte with marshmellos.......damn marshmellos they always get me. ANYWAYS, sorry. we sat down tlked for a bit. Jalana seemed to like Red alot (grr) and well johnny kept looking at her i could see him do it from the corner of my eye.(GRRRRRRRRRRR) wel i wasn't paying that close attention to Jalana but i swer me and red both jumped up at the same moment when we heard her say shcool. then i was like shcool what about it? she said that she wanted to adopt me and red and send us to school red was totally not perpaired for this i mean i swear i saw her almost fall back into the chair she was sitting in. eventally Jalan convinced me and Red to stay and to go to school. Jalana took us back to our hide-out (HQ?Red am i right?) we let them in . red didn't like it but hay whats yours is mine and whats mine is everyone elses (jk Red...kinda) so we sat them down in our "living room" Jalana told Johnny to help us pack our stuff. we took every thing out of our rooms and then cleaned up the rest of the HQ. it took all but 10-20 minutes for my side to get clean (only because i have less stuff) Red had so much crap (good crap but lots of it) half the thing i don't even knew we had. jalana was surprised at how much stuff we had. she loaded it all into the back of her truck. i rode in the truck red wanted to fly to the city and meet us at "home". i told red how to get to the house even thogh red knows her way to any were she has trouble on her feet. eventually i had to go find her but she did pretty well considering my horrible directions(i don't care for street names) my directions are like go strait for 100 steps and then turn left keep going that way till you reach a dead end the craw under the rotten boxesto your right then follow the tunnel then turn right the fist chanse you get then go up the latter in front of you go strait then turn left then right then left agin. she got lost in the tunnel partthe first right was toshort of a distance i meant the second...pluss Red hated being in small dark places. it reminded her only to much of her birth "home". science ahs a sort of nast side to it beside sex and birth of everything you has chemical compounds and genetics and "experiments" like me and Red. well i found her and redirected her to the house when we got there we found our sleeping arangments. red was to sleep in living room and i was to share Johnnys room (^.^). Jalana wanted me to sleep in there becuase she knew me better and she didn't want to make johnny sleep in the living room Red said that she was fine out in the living room though i totally knew that she was way so jelous of me. well i'll tell you more in moments.

what is this feeling-wicked the musical-anime

music from youtube hope you can her it red

what i look like.

i'm tall (5' 9 or 10")
i have short purple-red hair.
grey eyes (but when i get mad they turn blue)
fox ears
fox tail
long black nails(or red)
two rings on my right hand
one one my left
skin color: tan for the moment

welcome to my life.

i was born 14 years ago in a lab. My mother didn't live to see me. My dad was the one who raised me. He knew that my mother wouldn't make it. thats why his wife was not involved in this. my mother, i have no idea who she was. but i looked a lot like from what dad said. i was home schooled till i was ten. then my dad fell ill and died when i was eleven. his wife Trin took care of me after that. she was mostly affraid of me. i kept all of my stuff but i was moved to the basement. i didn't understand why though. i mean i thought i normal. one day when i was twelve she became sick. later that year she died too. no one knew about me so i thought.the movers came took all the stuff out of the house. no one came into the basement. i stayed there for the next year. i only left to find food. then some family moved into the house. they went into the basement and found me. i was sleeping. they woke me up. it was dark the only light was the moonlight. i like it that way. they saw what i looked like the woman called me a demon. they all ran upstairs. i packed a few things some clothes and my family picture. i climbed out of the basement through an open window. i soon heard the police siren. i thing i knew was that i couldn't stay there. i ran into the darkest alley i could find. i knew were i was. my dad insisted that i studied the maps of the city. i had to change. i found the shop that my dad got my hair cut at. it was closed but i knew a way to get as always i had to use the back. i walked around to the back. knocked on the door three times then stopped then five times. Johnny answered the door. my only friend. he quickly rushed me into the house.he looked at me and smiled. then he ran upstairs to get his mom, Jalana. she came down the stairs and then she saw me. she gave me a huge hug. then asked me how i was doing and why i hadn't come over in a long time. when i told her about dad her smile faided. then she asked me how i had gotten here. i told i had run away. she asked me why had i come here and i told here that i wanted to change how i looked. she asked me what i meant. i told her i wanted to dye my hair. she got out her suplies. sat me in my chair. then she asked what color i wanted. i told her................red-purple. she looked at me as if i had gone crazy. but got the dye out. first she had to lightly bleach my hair. then put the dye in it. then i told her i needed it short too. she cut my hair shoulder length. i almost cried when she did it. i mean i'm a rough and tough girl but i loved my hair. she let me spend the night. i had to share the room with johnny cause that was the only place she could fit me. i had to wear some of Johnny's Pajamas. i loved them. so soft and smelt like him........*sigh*. the next morning i woke up in his arms i have no idea how i got there but i liked it. i had to leave. i walked down stairs to find Jalana already awake she had a bowl of dried cereal on the table and a bag in one of her hands and in the other a head band. she gave me the bag it had some of Johnny's old shirts and pants in it plus the shirts and pants i packed. then she put the head band on my head i noticed that it had holes in it for my ears. perfect now no one could tell that they were real. i sat down and ate the cereal. then Johnny was up. he had gotten dressed unlike me. plain grey T-shirt with jeans. he told me i could keep the pajamas. then he gave me some of the money he had saved up for his P.S 2. which was like one-hundered dollors (O.O) then he gave me a hug. (^.^) i left. i spent the next year or so in the streets. utill i met red. i though i had seen scary.......nope not even close. she had wings. she took a picture of me and then i had had it i ran at jumped but missed her as she few up and then landed a few feet away from me. i gave her no time to recover. i tackled her and took my hand a raked it across her pretty little face. i was stunned. i couldn't be leave my nails left so much damage. she didn't wait another second. took her fist and punched me. then she flew up in the air. left me there wondering what the Hell was going on.